Feelings and words

Trying to squeeze

Feelings into words

Is no act of justice at all

It distorts… it disfigures

It belittles… it demeans

It’s a great offence without a doubt

And to my shame and disgrace

Indeed I am to blame

Truly “Guilty” I declare

Defend me not

I don’t deserve



For feelings can only be felt



So, when I write about my love

Don’t ever think

That I’m making sense

No language can ever convey

The eternal

For expression falls short

By far



And feelings can only be felt



When I write about my sorrow

Don’t dare believe

My words or verses

My speech is nothing

But hollow hues

How can the infinite

Ever be defined



Feelings can only be felt

And truly “Guilty” I declare

Malamku Disini

aku ingin melukismu, malam
seperti aku melukis kata hati
yang terpatri dari mimpi

dan aku ingin menitimu, malam
menjalani kerinduan
menangkap harapan dalam sepi,

namun keinginan malamku
terkikis tergerogoti
oleh duniawi...

semua aku syukuri,
ketika aku melewati putaran waktu
yang masih diberikanNYA...

aku ingat, kalau malam
aku selalu disini, menunggu
kunang-kunang yang menjelma
menjadi peri...

Just need You :)

Aku hanya butuh teman bicara

Tidak sekedar mendengarkan

Tapi siap merengkuh

Juga menyediakan ruang dalam hatinya

Agar semilir cinta dapat merasuk



Aku hanya butuh tempat berbagi

Ketika tawa ku bergema

Saat tangis ku meraung

Bahkan saat mulut ku tak sanggup bicara



Aku hanya butuh genggaman

Tidak hanya saat ku rapuh

Tapi saat ku diatas angin

Agar raga ku tetap disini

Juga saat ku takut



Aku hanya…

Hanya butuh, Kamu…………

Untuk menemani perjalanan ini…..

Friend :)

No one really knows
What kind of bond we share
And even if i told them
They probably wouldn't care

You are very dear to me
I hope u know it's true
And now that u are sick
Tell me what that i should do?

While u have been gone
A part of me has been lost
It's like I've taken our friendship for granted
And now i'm paying the cost

I never knew how much u meant to me
Until u went away
The thought of u being really sick
Haunted me everyday

I spent a few days at school alone
And my weekend was such a bore
A lot of my time was spent in my room
I think my mom's ready to break down the door

And now i make this vow to u
To keep until the end
I'll help u through the pain and tears
Until our rivers bend

So if u ever need someone
U know just who to call
I'll be here by the phone
To catch u if u fall

There Was Once A Time
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Gazing in the sky I see,
Twinkling stars smiling freely,
The air cool and serene,
I know Allah is watching down on me.

There was once a time of grief,
There was once a time of pain,
But who knew?
Not you, not anyone sane.

There was once a time of hurt,
There was once a time of sorrow,
But who cared?
Not you, not anyone wanted to know.


Day by day,
I faced challenges,
Day by day,
I fought savages.

And..

Day by day,
I sought strength,
Day by day,
I sought fortitude.

In the end,
Storms slowly became sprinkles,
Waves gradually became ripples,
You know why?
Because I know Allah is watching down on me.